on the verge ...

does it hurt to die?

she randomly asked herself
...many times

sitting on the window edge

she needed to know
the feeling
the sight
the smell


does death smell?

this empty feeling she had inside
was that it?

is it the taste of blood in the mouth?

the numbness of senses?

she did die once ... in dreams
it felt warm
warmth starts to spread through your veins
sweeping every single cell

till the last drop

she wanted to know
if dreams come true
if dreams were true


she jumped.