con::fusion

:the disturbance of consciousness characterized by inability to engage in orderly thought or by lack of power to distinguish, choose, or act decisively

have you ever been in a situation where you needed something so badly,
it happens
you get confused

why did it occur, just now
was i to blame
was i to blame anyone

how should i act
how should i react

it is really confusing...
it's really hard to choose, to decide

how could i have changed it
i needed it
i knew back then
now i don't

i guess i need help
i guess no one can help

maybe someone needs me
i need someone who doesn't need me

something is required and wanted ...
now received ...

great big mess!

necessity

need

rejection

could you help me ... will you die for me

the flat is small

dark

cold

damp

lonely...

i need something
more than that

confused.theend::