un::named memories (this one is old)

it's getting darker
... and darker

eyes closed.
mouth shut.

can you hear the fire cracks ?
warmth creeps from behind

fire,
light,
darkness ...

something tickles
something stirs

memories ... disturbing memories

why does it happen every time it's quiet
every time,
everyday.

ever felt a grab from behind ??
a smell from the past ...
a touch that would always last

it's really too bad
too bad ... in fact too sad

why am i here alone between all my friends
laughs and shouts all around
still i can't hear a sound

i am away
so far away
still stuck...

in memories ... bad memories

damn!